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My name is Isabel from Australia,The insperation why I build this site is my husband.To remind me of what's going on. I am new at doing this as you notice very simple. But as I learn hopefully will improve in the future & look much better & nicer. For me is very imotional to do this, Which is also intended to be viewed by the public. Not easy to tell & share your story to an stranger. John is here with me for 15 months. Since been diagnosed with brain tumour (GBM) grade 1V. I hope you like browsing my page that find something maybe interesting to read.The images, song's backround in pages , graphics, etc. is collected from various public domain.  Please come back for update later. Thank you for visiting my site.

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                        This page is about Brain Tumour (GBM)  

  Dear Honey,

Thanks for everything, you change my life completely. I'm so grateful that I found you. Share my life with you 'till the end.  Hope I give you everything I could possibly think of. Especially my life, Only that impossible is to give you a life extension here on earth. I'm sure one day I will see you again. I always wish that you still here, but I don't want to suffer you iether. At least your on peace now & free of pain. I miss you every single day. I'm not there to hold you & tell you that I love you. Today I hate the sunset when slowly dissapear it means evening soon. I felt horrified by the thoughts your gone, I'm lost without you. It hurts me a lot. I'm still on shocked, disbelief & angry. Every day I feel so sad, I just want you to be here with me. I wish we are not separated by distance & cercumstances.  Honey I know your watching me & always there for me. I'm always ready to open the door just in case you knock. The bed you lie down is always made up on your side just in case you want to go in bed. I don't want to cook this time maybe you don't feel eating. Honey, I removed the battery of your bell in case you press accidentally. By the way honey, angel put on weight a little bit because i'm giving her steak. Ok hon it's time for you to rest, I don't want seing you that tired. Please tell me when you ready. I will try to keep myself occupied, because thingking of you make me fell heart broken. It's very painful to think , I know you don't want me to be upset. You always here in my heart. Before you past away I said hon I love you I'm not sure if you still here me that time. Im screaming because I can feel you getting colder while im giving you a hug & kisses. I said you can go now & you close your eyes. My heart breaks completely. You never heared me saying goodbye, still the same, when you go I don't say goodbye. I'm sure your happy in heaven, see you there one day.